Lost
by
Sammie Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
she fell asleep as the rain took her under
as the drops hit her face she closed her eyes and her dreams came alive
they wrapped around her and pulled her further into them
and when she opened her eyes again she was lost inside of him
lost forever
she grabbed him and pulled him into her
as the drops hit her face she closed her eyes and her dreams came alive
they wrapped around her and pulled her further into them
and when she opened her eyes again she was lost inside of him
lost forever
she grabbed him and pulled him into her
Fixer
by
Sammie Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
my minds black
my hands are shaking
my body is weak
i need him
i need him to fix what i cant fix myself
fix me
fix me
Untitled by
Sammie Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
take it away
cut off my wings
lock me in a cage
i crave to be your prisoner
to fall into your sweet trap
like a deer in a lions jaw.
take it all away.
cut off my wings
lock me in a cage
i crave to be your prisoner
to fall into your sweet trap
like a deer in a lions jaw.
take it all away.
Dont Cry
by Dezzy Osborne
Freehand Nation Contributor
Don't worry little one
don't cry
you'll be fine
i am sorry
that i cant change her
but remember
i am always here
and you are mine
and i love you
don't cry
you'll be fine
i am sorry
that i cant change her
but remember
i am always here
and you are mine
and i love you
learn to fly
by Dezzy Osborne
Freehand Nation Contributor
How do angels learn to fly
they fall through
those golden
brick walls
They try to tear
off their silver wings
And stich them back on
they never even thought
they could live
in happiness
then they were falling through
the air
not afarid
to dissapere
they felt the wing graze through
thier wings
that is how
my angels
learn to
Fly
they fall through
those golden
brick walls
They try to tear
off their silver wings
And stich them back on
they never even thought
they could live
in happiness
then they were falling through
the air
not afarid
to dissapere
they felt the wing graze through
thier wings
that is how
my angels
learn to
Fly
Clouds
Sam Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
my heart was moving with the wind now
up towards the clouds
up towards the moon and the stars
and just as i feel myself getting lost
you pull me back down safe in your arms
and im safe...and warm
up towards the clouds
up towards the moon and the stars
and just as i feel myself getting lost
you pull me back down safe in your arms
and im safe...and warm
bare
Sam Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
she had confessed all her deeds
she wrote down her sins
and thrown them in his face
made him see them
he looked
he saw them
and he didnt back away
he moved closed
he grabbed her
he held her tight
she felt exposed
but safe
thats how he made her feel with his love
she wrote down her sins
and thrown them in his face
made him see them
he looked
he saw them
and he didnt back away
he moved closed
he grabbed her
he held her tight
she felt exposed
but safe
thats how he made her feel with his love
Realm Of What Was
Kevin Ruthenberg
Freehand Nation Contributor
I sense my sanity slipping
Fleeting away,
To live in the realm of what was.
Fragmented dreams surrender
To a shattered reality,
and out on the edge of the ledge I teeter.
Time keeps ticking me
One tock closer to nothingness:
A peaceful oblivion
Marking the end of pain.
I can feel it coming, wanting
To swallow every ounce of my being
Like some overly lustful young virgin.
Standing in the maddened silence,
Confronting the man in the mirror,
The image slyly mocks me.
I hear the voices calling,
To return to my roots,
To dwell in the realm of what was.
Fleeting away,
To live in the realm of what was.
Fragmented dreams surrender
To a shattered reality,
and out on the edge of the ledge I teeter.
Time keeps ticking me
One tock closer to nothingness:
A peaceful oblivion
Marking the end of pain.
I can feel it coming, wanting
To swallow every ounce of my being
Like some overly lustful young virgin.
Standing in the maddened silence,
Confronting the man in the mirror,
The image slyly mocks me.
I hear the voices calling,
To return to my roots,
To dwell in the realm of what was.
Another No One
Leo Oram
Freehand Nation Founder
My mind is burning away
Life wasting more each day
Weakness now my only strength
Control is lost
no self restraint.
Addiction has won
What have I become?
Just another no one.
Can I open my eyes
before I wake up dead?
Take back my mind
or lose it once again.
Contradiction rules
struggle in the trap.
Play my role of fool
so everyone can laugh at
another no one.
Life wasting more each day
Weakness now my only strength
Control is lost
no self restraint.
Addiction has won
What have I become?
Just another no one.
Can I open my eyes
before I wake up dead?
Take back my mind
or lose it once again.
Contradiction rules
struggle in the trap.
Play my role of fool
so everyone can laugh at
another no one.
My Life
Leo Oram
Freehand Nation Founder
I tire of all this
this life
These lies
Your life
Your lies
I give
You take
My Life
You make
Inject insanity into my brain
Intravenous of detrimental pain
deceit defeat
Irritating insects
Swarm around me
My life is a pile of shit
this life
These lies
Your life
Your lies
I give
You take
My Life
You make
Inject insanity into my brain
Intravenous of detrimental pain
deceit defeat
Irritating insects
Swarm around me
My life is a pile of shit
That Sick Feeling
Sam Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
she was surronded by it
that sick feeling
that stab of pain that she got
when she moved to fast
the pure evil of the disease that was eating her from the inside
she was killing herself
and she thought that if only someone would reach out and take her hand the pain might stop
but she knew there was no one
because she didnt let anyone in
so she was alone
and she was dying
and all she could do was dwell in the pain and agony
that sick feeling
that stab of pain that she got
when she moved to fast
the pure evil of the disease that was eating her from the inside
she was killing herself
and she thought that if only someone would reach out and take her hand the pain might stop
but she knew there was no one
because she didnt let anyone in
so she was alone
and she was dying
and all she could do was dwell in the pain and agony
Letting go
Sam Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
she was letting go
she was pulling back
she was putting so much faith in god
and it scared her
when youve done so much wrong
its hard to think that god will provide
but she knew in her heart it was true
she knew god would lead them together one day
so she let go
it broke her heart to do it
that was easy to tell
but she had to have faith
she had to
she had to
so she was letting go of the one she loved
cuz she believed that if god wanted it
it would be
she knew it would be
so she was letting go.
she was pulling back
she was putting so much faith in god
and it scared her
when youve done so much wrong
its hard to think that god will provide
but she knew in her heart it was true
she knew god would lead them together one day
so she let go
it broke her heart to do it
that was easy to tell
but she had to have faith
she had to
she had to
so she was letting go of the one she loved
cuz she believed that if god wanted it
it would be
she knew it would be
so she was letting go.
Snake
Sam Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
she watched him with wary eyes.
as he moved closer
and closer
she wanted to move away but something was holding here there
something was clouding her mind
and then he reached her
and swallowed her whole
as he moved closer
and closer
she wanted to move away but something was holding here there
something was clouding her mind
and then he reached her
and swallowed her whole
Ode to an old woman
Sam Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
old woman.
your skin now wrinkled
your beautiful silky hair turned grey
you health fading
but your eyes
they are still the same
their briliant blue still on fire
and in your eyes i can see how you fight
I can see how your fighting for your life
your skin now wrinkled
your beautiful silky hair turned grey
you health fading
but your eyes
they are still the same
their briliant blue still on fire
and in your eyes i can see how you fight
I can see how your fighting for your life
Nothing Of Me
Sam Knight
Freehand Nation Contributor
i closed my eyes
and there you were
holding your hand out to me
as if you were offering me a life line
and i was foolish and young.
so i took it.
but i didnt notice what i was giving.
i didnt know how cold you could be.
its like u swallowed me whole.
and left nothing of me behind, just a broken heart.
thats beating will never sound the same......
and there you were
holding your hand out to me
as if you were offering me a life line
and i was foolish and young.
so i took it.
but i didnt notice what i was giving.
i didnt know how cold you could be.
its like u swallowed me whole.
and left nothing of me behind, just a broken heart.
thats beating will never sound the same......
Descent Of The Stealer Of Dreams
Kevin Ruthenberg
Freehand Nation Contributor
Homicidal poodle
Kept in a cage,
Kicked by your master -
bastard.
Keep your tragic magic
Capped in a bottle bedside.
The little man came today
And stole away the smiles.
"They are mine to take!
They are mine to take!"
He said in his strange voice
As he began to unfold
The Tapestry of Silence.
"The Stealer Of Dreams has returned."
He carries his jug of watery death
And eats children by the score.
He calls my name
And urges me forth
To some unknown destination.
Whats the color of your imagination?
Kept in a cage,
Kicked by your master -
bastard.
Keep your tragic magic
Capped in a bottle bedside.
The little man came today
And stole away the smiles.
"They are mine to take!
They are mine to take!"
He said in his strange voice
As he began to unfold
The Tapestry of Silence.
"The Stealer Of Dreams has returned."
He carries his jug of watery death
And eats children by the score.
He calls my name
And urges me forth
To some unknown destination.
Whats the color of your imagination?
Hasheater
Leo Oram
Freehand Nation Founder
I have grace in the darkness.I can hear your heart pound.
Sharp blades unsheathed.
Silent death.
No sound.
Killed by the passion
of a hired assassin.
The security sense you had
turns into panic.
As you do your best
just to stay alive,
try to survive,
maybe have just one more night.
But you know exactly who they sent tonight.
And I know you are never going to see daylight again.
I was raised from childhood to
bring death to you.
Blood crimson tint
as a sai runs thru.
Dont try and bother to
take a last review
of the life you lived now flashing in front of you.
You contract has been bought and signed.
Sanctuary has been declined.
Now you're running out of time...
The next move you thought was yours...
Is mine.
Sharp blades unsheathed.
Silent death.
No sound.
Killed by the passion
of a hired assassin.
The security sense you had
turns into panic.
As you do your best
just to stay alive,
try to survive,
maybe have just one more night.
But you know exactly who they sent tonight.
And I know you are never going to see daylight again.
I was raised from childhood to
bring death to you.
Blood crimson tint
as a sai runs thru.
Dont try and bother to
take a last review
of the life you lived now flashing in front of you.
You contract has been bought and signed.
Sanctuary has been declined.
Now you're running out of time...
The next move you thought was yours...
Is mine.